4 April 2020 : Covid-19 Outside!

So my shopping was delivered and a few essentials were not there. I need to go to the local shop. Normally I send hubby but it has been 2.5 weeks since I have been outside if I don't go now I don't think I ever will. Taken me an hour to get my trainers on. Taken me another hour to get my mind to the right place.

So I go, scarfed up, gloves on (I know to be careful of cross contamination). They are doing so good at the local shop, only two people at a time and they are wearing masks to protect themselves, i don't blame them. I get what I need and am out of there pretty damn quick. I kept thinking I was breathing in the virus. Came home, left my shoes outside, went straight in the shower, washed my hair, my face, my mouth with soap!! put all of my clothes in the washing machines and my towels from the shower, is that what it is going to be like.......anxiety is ok.

My hubby and I had our first (since lockdown) massive row over house party...wtf....he said he was going on with this mates (which means not me) but then there are other wives on there.....really, so I gave him the finger and it all kicked off....asshole........he used the "C" word, that is a no no. We agreed that a long time ago.... really sad. We will get over it but you can see how the tensions are rising every day of lockdown....we are way passed the baby making stage.....

Hoping to have a good nights sleep and get in the garden tomorrow. I don't need to go anywhere else, I know I can go out if I choose too, I had to prove that to hubby and myself I am just choosing not too.